February 19, 2010

What a shitty fucking night.

Yesterday I hitched up the lake and rode my horse and it was amazing and beautiful and calming and I realized how much I don't want to ever give up horses. I also realized that I want a hobby farm with chickens and cows and horses and two dogs and barn kitties and a vegetable garden.

And then tonight I went to Morgans house.
I came home angry, phoneless and I have two cuts on my knuckles from punching the grill of a grater. I also have no trust in any of my 'friends' and I don't even want to go to my own going away party tomorrow.

I don't even know what to say right now.
I'm just angry.

Edmonton: 8 days.

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