I feel sick.

Sometimes I forget about this picture. I made it so long ago, I can't even fathom making something like this on this old computer. This was even before I contemplated the idea that I was gay. Way before. I remember I was going to put it on shirts and flags and sell them at the pride festival in Nelson.

Im feeling kinda lost. A bit torn. I feel like now is the time that I need to do things, while I'm not too young, and before I'm to old. I feel like I need to be free from anything, and go do things for a year or two. I think maybe I'm feeling kinda trapped down. Stuck.

I need to get out.