What am I doing? Some days I feel like letting go. Just going with the flow. And then other days I feel like I can make a difference in the world. Impact multiple people lives. Live my dreams. And then My dreams change. I go through, in a day or two or three, what most people go through in a year or two. Phases. So rapidly. So quick. And I can't handle it. One day I want to travel the world. And the next I want to be a demonologist and study cannibals. The next I want to live in the woods and live off the land. And then sometimes I just want to let it all go and live day by day and take whatever comes my way.
I don't know who I am. I wrote a song and now I want to do photoshoots and write a book. Last week I wanted to buy a fancy sports car and have everyone be jealous of me. I wanted to buy a nice house and be a professional show jumper. Own horses and grow organic food.
When it all comes down to it., who do I want to be remembered as?
I don't know
