April 16, 2013

If you kill all my demons...


Then my angels might die too.

Hmm lets see. Kat and I have been on the mend. we hit an incredibly low point in our relationship, in fact I think we broke up for a couple hours. 

While I was in Calgary, two of my friends and their father were consumed by a landslide in the small village in which they lived. 



My life is surrounded by death. RIP Diana, Rachael & Valentine. 

We moved back to Edmonton after that. Well actually Kat ditched Calgary because she might have killed herself if she didn't. and I just sort of had to follow. Because Kat and I drove all the way to B.C to go to the memorial, and I was a real cunt the whole way. That is when everything just stopped working between us. When we broke the engagement and she left me in Kaslo, and I called her and she said if I didn't come with her it was over. So I never made it to the memorial. It was a vary tense 8 hr drive back, and man Scorpio's are evil when they are mad. 

So, here I am back in Edmonton. Running away from my mothers death didn't do jack shit for me. I was angry and careless, and I almost lost the only other person I love because of that. I'm fixing myself now. And trying to convince myself that it isn't everyone elses fault that my mother is dead. 

I got myself into the Insulating union. It's good. My hard work is appreciated. It's easy and it pays well. I was working out at Suncor in Fort Mac for 6 1/2 months. Kat actually ended up working out there with me.


Anyways we are both out of there. I have a guaranteed job back there whenever I want to go back. Although why anyone sane would want to go back there, I have no idea. There should be enough work around Deadmonton to live comfortably. Suncor is a shithole of dispair and black lungs. Lovely. 

We are living in a very nice apartment in Summerside  so I don't actually have to see the ugly face of Edmonton everyday. There are no gangs or robberies or shit like that. Brand new area, with lots of well off people. I suppose we are well off, since we live here too. Brand new place, first to live in it. Ken is staying with us again, well was, he's now in B.C buying a new house. He should be back next month sometime. 

Katherine and I are happy again. Everything is stabilizing. Our tempers, our emotions, our life together. She wants me to propose to her this time. And I plan to. Eventually. The kitties are doing very well. Madison got fat after we fixed her and Seth is very large and baby-like 




Madison

Seth

Anyways. 
Happy birthday to me.