So many days. So many things have been put into motion. Things were going well. I spent a lot of time with Marissa. We adventured on nice days and stayed inside on cold days. We went to work, and to the park, and spent even more time together.
Tanya and I also spent a large handful of time. We went for Pho and talked about real things.
Carys complained about how much time I didn't spend with her.
I finally go my ID. Woot.
I finally go my ID. Woot.
April fools was a huge failiure. I spent the day stressed out and nauseated. I spent the night mostly alone and wondering where the fuck I fit in regarding this place, these people.
Happy Birthday Jake.
I tried to enjoy the sunshine but I lacked certain chemicals in my brain at that moment. It was just bright, and hot.
I want to go home. On the bus the other day I was overwhelmed by sadness. I wanted so bad to be back in B.C. I realized how much I missed my local organic foodstore and the hippies that hung around. How much I missed last summer with the horses and the valley.
I gotta keep my chin up and my thoughts bright.
Oh Edmonton.
